All the Glamour-
Thursday, April 06, 2006
so sorry team. promise i'll nv bail out again. i've always tot i'm always the outcast of the team becuz i play the worst, but sometimes its the morale on court that matters and i guess that was what was lacking. we were off form again today. i sat on the bench and kept blaming and blaming myself. why am i sick? at least i can contribute a little, block some people, touch some rebounds, just something! i totally hate the feeling of helplessness on the bench, and i can tell jiang shen is damn disappointed with me. i dont even dare to look at him in the eye already. but well, i've learnt my lesson and i'm determined to get well by tmr, beat the crap out of unity with the team. yes! no more defeat, victory all the way.
i'm not going to sch tmr and just purely gona rest and slp till the match and then i'll go play. dont wanna take anymore chances already, and most of all, i really pray that i'll be more than fine to enjoy my birthday bash tmr. i'm really grateful for all the sms that were sent while i was sprawled on the bed just now, it kinda motivated me and i'm touched for all ur concern. -weeps- okay its not that bad, i'm exaggerating just a little. but yes, i'm still touched. thank u all. and thanx to ling and nana for helping me organize and plan the party, i'll b sure to haf a rolling time tmr. =)
i'm so excited for tmr!! yay-ness. partaye partaye time. wish everyone would have the same happiness. and plus, i noe and i noe that we're gona win tmr's match so we shall have a double celebration. whee.
just to let u noe, i'm finally able to eat again. feel MUCH beta after the med and trip to the docs. he just has this healing touch and everytime i get out of the clinic i always feel 10x better. my temp reached 39.5 just now b4 seeing the doc, bt after i came back, i'm muchh beta. =) it was prescribed as a stomach flu and apparently i'm not supposed to exercise for nxt 3 days, but as i've said, i'll nv bail out again. i'm gona rest and get well! trust me..
alright then, taking no chances, i shall go have my med and slp till tmr and i'll be well and ready to go. =) see ya ppl.
get your heels on
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