All the Glamour-
Thursday, May 12, 2005
okii after lik 10000000 yrs of letting this blog rot, i've decided to revive it! wow.. and its still not the end of the exams but i feel as if its over already.. so lazy to study already.. but the worst thing is dat my two sciences are my nxt paper. what a time to feel lazy to study huh.. haha.. my neck and shoulder there is ACHING LIke MAD!! ahhhh.. v pain ah.. den muz put salonpas ting and stick there, so smelly.. but no choice lehh!
its been so long since i updated and now im at a loss of words.. dunno what to update about also.. just dat mayb wanna say abt god's goodness towards me during this v stressful/painful period of time haha.. to start from the beginning, it was on wed, buddy bell meeting.. at first i told estee i would go for the meeting, but cuz the exams were soo soo near i was a little apprehensive on whether i shld really go for it.. nevertheless i still felt deep inside dat i shld go cuz i wanna listen to him.. den the nxt thing was dat i had to do cam 1.. so i knew dat i muz go le.. mayb the msg is important or sumthing? haha. on the way to suntec in my mum's car.. i was lik just talking to god lah, i said lord i noe ur gona help mi get gd results and everything, but i really hope like pastor or sumone will like say it again dat if u spend time to serve god, he will return u much more and all dat.. i knew it deep in my heart yet i needed sumone to say it to me to just reassure me once again.. well, during the service of cuz while doing camera, i also listened to the msg.. indeed its good, the food as well but just didnt feel like eating.. was searching for the answer... so anyway after i went home, my mum was telling me bout her caregroup fren, that she had to go to the hospital to pray for her fren's mum, whom the fren actually begged her to go and pray cuz quite serious case... but that afternoon she had this meeting with a client that she had to propose sth or wadeva lah that needs preparation.. but in the end she went to pray for her fren's mum.. den wen she met the client, the client just like agreed to sign the contract.. by right that day was onli a meeting for the client to find out more about the product but in the end he wanted to sign.. so praise god.. den my mum's caregroup leader told her dat if u do god's business, he'll help u with ur business.. so well my mum told that whole story to me, and den said u noe today u served him rite? u've been serving and spending time doing HIS business so he'll help mi with MY business.. which RITE at this moment is EXAMS!! the first day of exams, i kinda prayed when i got my paper, laid hands on it and commited the paper into his hands.. and when i didnt noe how to do, i just skipped den at the back of my mind i said lord u noe and u'll help mi rite?? =pPp hahaa.. den i came back to it, think awhile more, den i noe le~ praise god.. at the end of the paper, i said, lord u noe i v careless one, give me a SUPER sharp eyes to spot my mistakes.. den i look around, after awhile look at the question in front of me den spotted the mistake hahaha.. and a few others after that.. from that paper onwards, every paper i started to do the same.. therefore i believe in his name dat i'll score beta den usual.. yayyy! okii.. but it doesnt mean i dun haf to study chem for tml's paper.. =((((((( booooo....
juz cant wait for after exams, den can go out play, go out walk walk, and just slack rather den like now! cant wait cant wait.. i think i wun be able to concentrate for my last paper, which is higher chi.. arghh.. dun realli wanna care about that, so sian for chi..
this sun im like gona be cable assistant for cam3.. dunno how it'll turn out leh soo worried.. v pai seh if i like just trip and fall and embarass myself in front of like everyone!!! i cant even handle short cables, den the long cable hor, a little worrying lehhhh.. boooo...
okii i wan go slp ler.. although my whole room stinks with salonpas but i guess it'll still be fine.. =) haha.. okiie...
winterangel
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