Tuesday, January 04, 2005
wow.. i've been trying to update for the past few days.. couldnt find the time.. anyway today is first day of sch.. not that im exactly excited and happie abt it though.. it's been a realli tiring day for me and i kinda hate school now.. the new class is rather sad loh.. all so quiet all so not sporting.. i dunno how we're gona bond or actually be close at all.. there's juz so much difference.. felt so fed up cuz the teachers also suck man.. wang ee chew.. how great is that?? i feel like juz changing class.. but 3a is already the class that has the most 2g'04 ppl there.. there's this new principle in school too.. im not sure whether she can be considered beta den mr wang.. in terms of speaking and communicating, she is definitely heaven and he is... i duno where.. but she expects SO much and is trying to change our school like dat loh.. i feel so much like in chij schools already.. the feeling she gives me and all the changes dat she wans.. cant blame her though, she was a trainee from chij katong.. [my pri sch!!!] okay so anyway after school we collected our jerseys den go tm.. met my family to watch ocean 12.. omg.. its lik so shitty.. i wonder why this show is even in cinemas.. the plot is like not there?? i duno but i couldnt understand it at all and even if i did.. i guess its not gd either.. hais.. waste of my time.. felt SO tired today dat i dropped to my bed the moment i reached home.. immediately felt lik crying cuz so tired and so much stuff left for me to do!!!
so i quickly went to bathroom to bathe, on the shower let the water run down and juz sobbed.. i felt so stressed cuz of lotsa things.. lik im so worried bout my o levels.. my teachers realli suck and i juz realised that tjc admission is 8 points.. i mean thats so impossible to me loh.. den i was thinking : it's onli the first day and im lik so tired.. wiped out.. how am i gona survive this sec 3/4 yr?? sumore tml got training.. arghh.. so many things so i kinda cried awhile.. but after i got out from the shower.. i calmed down and got rational..
well god is still there for me and i believe he will make a way.. though times may seem hard and tough but his loves mi so much dat he wun bear to make mi suffer.. so thus i decided to pull myself together and start doing my project.. so here i am.. on the internet.. i finished one source already.. [thats a great start..] yepps.. and dats all for today.. tata~
winterangel
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get your heels on
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