Saturday, January 22, 2005
despite sleeping for very long, i stil felt so tired when i woke up this morning.. i woke up at 11.30? but still felt lik it was 8.. but anyway went for lunch at creation den went d.a.r.e... met up with rach and went in.. suddenly they said they were gona use a cam today.. =O.. went isaac told mi last yr dat there was gona be camera, i didnt expect it to be so fast.. anyway dewey came to teach the "video department" peeps how to connect the cam, do up the settings and projectors blah blah.. so before i knew it a whole CHUNK of things was stuffed into my mind and was supposed to remember it...obviously i couldnt the first time.. haha zac even betta, he kinda lik didnt remember a single thing.. so asked dewey lao shi to explain+ write down.. was blurred by everything lah.. but during praise and worship was sitting next to the BEAUTIFUL machine trying to reason out why it had to be set that way.. and understand beta now lah..
during praise and worship sat at the back of the auditorium with zac.. but after awhile when ppl started going up for prayer with the music playin in the background.. i started lik thinking and dreaming lah..
when i joined video min last yr.. saw all the cameras and all dat.. den went to teenzeal, i was imagining dat teenzeal would haf cameras too.. to like take pastor lawrence[at that time it was him preaching] and i would be part of the team who would be operating... of cuz at that point of time, it seemed impossible and felt that i muz be over obsessed with seeing the cameras that everywhere i go i feel that having cameras are needed.. moreover at that time i jus joined video min and hardly even knew how to use a cam.. so while listening to the song "Majesty" just now.. was just thinking how much god has moved in teenzeal.. lik now there so many new adjustments in d.a.r.e.. we have grown in number blah blah.. now even can use camera.. its kinda like a wow to me.. i mean campus young adults have camera no big deal wad.. the ppl there can handle it and all dat.. but for d.a.r.e to also lik decide to use it is kinda lik a wow.. so thank god lah.. my wish has come true.. at least it looks much beta now with deacon on the screen..
next up, before i knew it teacher isaac ask mi take over jer liang.. oki the tripod v hard to handle.. i think he made the left right too loose already.. and up down too tight.. so v hard to pan up and down.. grrr... den i lean over to my left foot to look at the centre screen to follow cuz the cam screen v hard to see ba.. so my left thigh and calf almost cramped!! =S gosh.. feel so bu zi zai with the tripod cuz never used that kind b4.. anyway the experience was gd~ =)) at least dun need to focus.. so v ez~ wheeeee! haha...
just now my family was discussing whether the com should be shifted to my room.. sighs.. i badly want it too.. find it so inconvenient to run over to my bro's room to use it and realize dat he needs it.. there's a spare com dat's just collecting dust in one corner.. and my mum wans to put it in the living room.. why not my room?? might as well rite? put in the living room for wad? hais.. but nobody believes dat im disciplined enuff.. =( -sad-.. my dad said dat he can try putting it in my room but once he feels dat i'm abusing it, he'll shift it out.. he wans a table to be made so dat anytime i misbehave he'll have it shifted out to the living room straight away.. my mum disagreed and said dat when we need it den make it if not wad if we dun use it.. which is quite true.. but my dad insisted dat one shld be made FIRST.. haiz.. which makes mi feel even more discouraged.. am i really so irresponsible and not disciplined? nobody even trusts mi and believes in me.. my dad wans mi to tell him why the com should be there.. i said i need it and just trust me can? den he was lik.. trust?? no.. thats not a reason AT ALL.. sighs.. that really affected me lahh.. and now.. i just have that forget it kind of attitude towards this issue already.. i mean if i realli mean to abuse it rite, even if itz in the living room, i would loh.. dun haf to be in my room den i'll abuse it.. that kinda thing.. buttt........ ahhh forget it... my mum and dad kinda argued over that issue.. so quite sad about it.. but now their ok liao..
nite everyone~!! =))
winterangel
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