All the Glamour-
Sunday, May 28, 2006
yesterday was like the most exciting day ever! went for a photoshoot at "naughty by nature" studio somewhere near boat quay. i was a little apprehensive at first because i've never been for a photoshoot and normally the studios are those secluded deserted places where its rather dangerous. but when i reached there, the interior design was wow, and the people there were really cool. the whole place was quite artistically designed. =) my image consultant met up with me at the waiting area and explained all the nitty gritties. i could have to costume and make up changes and two times of shoot and the first shoot would be a casual shot with whatever i was wearing at that time. damn, i should have wore something nicer, i tot they would give me the clothes they had but oh wells, it turned out not bad.
when i went into the makeup room, it was another wow for me, because there were like so many hair stylists and make up artists around, and they were all busy doing the hair and make up for people. it was like busy busy busy! haha. i sat down at a station and this makeup stylist started trimming my brows and doing my make up. i didnt noe make up could take SUCH a long time. she put on like very very thick make up but i guess it doesnt look that thick on photos. after that i went to the er, studio to start taking some warm up pics. the photographer was ok, just that he kinda left me more or less on my own. he just briefly showed me den i had to follow his pose, but i dun even noe how to do it correctly, but he just snapped quickly anyway. at first i was to keep smiling in every picture and it really doesnt look nice becuz of my braces so i told them can i NOT smile? they said its up to me and so for the next photo shoot they wanted me to wear rock/punk clothes. leather skirt and this furry overcoat or something but the overcoat was too loose for me so they asked me to take out and wear a tube. =x at least the up side of this was that i actually tried on this vv long boots, cool =) the hair and make up this round was fantastic, they gave me really dark eyes and my hair was like standing in the front and everything else clipped behind. i really liked that look!! the second shoot was, muchh cooler den the first because it comprised of more artistic shots. there was this bench where i had to put my leg on top of it, but my skirt was SHORT. they wanted me to do that but i just couldnt, the photographer and image consultant were guys! damn. so for the more sexy shots, they gave me a chair where i sat on it the other way round and put my legs at the two sides. in the photo it looks like i wasnt wearing anything becuz the chair was covering whatever i was wearing. that photo can NEVER be shown to my dad, he'll flip!!
i really liked the shoot, so fun. after the shoot i went to the viewing gallery to choose my two photos! argh, i took over 50 succesful shots and i could onli choose 2! argh, man.. but anyway it wasnt the photos that really mattered, though i really wanted to keep the others.. arghh.. but the experience really rocked and so, the photos were secondary cuz i can always take them again. =)
well had some unhappiness with my dad about yesterday but its okay now. =x. it was a fruitful experience and my time was spent well. yay.
nowadays im really like not involved in my family, it's always my dad and bro doing stuff together and i always dun really join them. and i also like dun really join my friends anymore, i duno whats wrong with me lah, i also duno what i'm doing all day. just by myself, and all. is that wad i really want? i kinda dun wanna stay in the house anymore, i really dun la becus... aiyer i just wanna leave them to do their own stuff. gosh. i'm hungry, gona grab some food.
get your heels on
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Friday, May 26, 2006
blows dust away. back to revive. anyway wanna say sorry for being a mood spoiler, duno why i so like bu shuang today, cuz i feel like everyone is trying to give in to me. i wana go prom means they have to go and i'm like forcing them to pay that $75, to go to some event which they dun like. n i'm so selfish cause whatever i wan i must get that kinda thing. anyway im repenting. =x
i really dun wish to see them shouting at each other. 3 1/2 yrs of classmate, why must quarrel till like that? pls tell me its just a spur of the moment thing and that this will blow over soon.
i've changed lots huh. i just hope i've not changed till nobody recognizes me. the ugliness of my character, the selfishness of my desires, this is so unlike me in the past. but.. gradually it starts to cover up the usual me. anyone? knock some sense into me pls, it'll b greatly appreciated, i need someone to scream into my face, telling me to stop bitching. i need it like sometime now.
L1R5 = 17. great.
pressed under circumstances which disallows me to reveal my true feelings. hope the world understands. at least someday.
get your heels on
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