All the Glamour-

Monday, March 13, 2006

tmr class outing to escape!!! yayy!! im so excited bout it becuz.. i CANT GO! haii i know my posts these days are getting rather naggy becuz everyday im complaining about the stuff dat i'm disallowed to do. but. really feel so left out. just because i did something wrong and this is the price i've to pay. i promised tingx last week that i could accompany her to wild wild wet. oh wait is that my mum calling? hold on. okay. anyway just feel bad that i broke my promise. sorry tingx.

i kinda realise that i've not been spending time with the 2gers recently and probably only talk to sek and all. i also duno why i feel so apart from the rest, just cant seem to fit into the group anymore. realize that i'd rather spend time alone and all, i dun understand why either. hai this is a bad sign. well nvm, bottom line is that everyone should enjoy themselves tmr, enjoy ur damn freedom. wth. this feeling sucks lah.

today after training i was metaphorically speaking lugged back home by my mum. hate it u noe. im like a kid. sent to classes den after class my mum will come on time to pick me home. i cant even get to shoot abit more or just hang out. may seem like a small thing, but well, its something i can hardly do. its like im ALWAYS scheduled for something, tuition, lunch and the likes of it. some ppl think it's really cool to be all catered for, well there are pros and cons. so anyone wanna trade? just for a week and i'll stil be happier than i am now.

yuan lai wo zhi shi tu ran lei le..

i ought to be contented, thats what pastor preached last sun.

zhi zu.

trying.

failing.

bought makeup today. thats probably the only upside of today. that i actually bought something. plus one more thing is that i sent my phone in for repair. sigh.

chemistry. currently killing me. i'll try to get some meaning into it. later.

get your heels on ;