All the Glamour-

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

arghh!!! im fuming now.. realli fuming and im gona vent my anger here! just had a quarrel with my mum not long ago in the car while driving me back from training.. well i just gotta say dat im no baby, i've finally reached 15 and no longer the small girl oki.. i dun need everything to be done for me contrary to wad everyone says.. im just so sick and tired of my relatives claiming how spoiled i am, how everything is prim and proper for me.. dun even noe where some cooking stuff are in the kitchen.. i've seriously had enough.. i just wanna grow up right here right now.. why doesnt she let me? doesnt she feel the least bit upset when ppl tell her dat she has spoiled me? well, at least i do.. big time.. she has to plan everything for me, even when to have dinner.. today she sent me sms-es during training saying she will fetch me, go for dinner den go home.. training ended quite late today so once done i went to check my fone den saw the msg-es.. after dat a call from her came in, saying dat she already arrived, ask mi to go out now.. i haven even put my shoes back in the locker, haven even cooled down from the training yet.. plus nana wanted to tell mi some stuff after training, was waiting the whole day for her to tell me.. n now, suddenly she say go means go.. was quite upset when i got into the car already.. den another call came in from person a, my mum's fren plus mine.. first thing she said is u ah u ah u ah.. never reply my sms blah blah.. den started accusing me and stuff.. that was seriously not a gd time to do so.. jus ren zhu my anger for awhile more, den i forgot how but sumthing my mum said sparked off the whole quarrel.. was like bickering with her until i cry cry cry.. talked quite loud in the car though my poor throat was sore the whole time, but was vvv fed up, so just dun care and say say say.. i go eat my noodle first...

okiee i just finished my noodles.. today seems like a quarrelsome day.. shall not say anymore ler.. anyway today was the judging of the class notice board deco.. ms kartini judged den clinton kinda introduced everything on the board to another judge.. way to go.. =)

wonder why but nowadays i feel so tired+sleepy in class leh.. but when training time comes, im like not so dead already, i mean relatively lah.. in class i really feel sooooo tired and lerthagic dat i just feel like going home straight away.. received the mid yr exams schedule today, and realized dat its SO NEAR! my chi o level orals is also coming already.. CHINESE leh! if english still not so bad, but CHINESE.... HAIIIZZZ plus the first two days of the exams i have two papers each day, two humanities on the same day.... im soooooo dead.. haii but by god's grace, he will give mi the motivation to study and ability to memorize everything.. amen amen.. well anyway back to the fact dat im so lifeless during class times.. its probably cuz of the late nights and all dat.. however, at nite, i feel dat i dun need to slp the whole nite that kinda thing.. dun feel lik sleepy at all.. just wanna sit on the chair, on music and stone away the whole nite.. thinking of my life, of things.. but eventually i end up sleepy anyway and in the morns i cant even get up.. feel so sick.. so unwell.. so tired.. like today.. my throat was sore.. very sore.. as if there's an ulcer in the throat or sumthing and my head so pain..

not in a v gd mood to update also so shall end here..

winterangel
#20

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