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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

arghh!!! im fuming now.. realli fuming and im gona vent my anger here! just had a quarrel with my mum not long ago in the car while driving me back from training.. well i just gotta say dat im no baby, i've finally reached 15 and no longer the small girl oki.. i dun need everything to be done for me contrary to wad everyone says.. im just so sick and tired of my relatives claiming how spoiled i am, how everything is prim and proper for me.. dun even noe where some cooking stuff are in the kitchen.. i've seriously had enough.. i just wanna grow up right here right now.. why doesnt she let me? doesnt she feel the least bit upset when ppl tell her dat she has spoiled me? well, at least i do.. big time.. she has to plan everything for me, even when to have dinner.. today she sent me sms-es during training saying she will fetch me, go for dinner den go home.. training ended quite late today so once done i went to check my fone den saw the msg-es.. after dat a call from her came in, saying dat she already arrived, ask mi to go out now.. i haven even put my shoes back in the locker, haven even cooled down from the training yet.. plus nana wanted to tell mi some stuff after training, was waiting the whole day for her to tell me.. n now, suddenly she say go means go.. was quite upset when i got into the car already.. den another call came in from person a, my mum's fren plus mine.. first thing she said is u ah u ah u ah.. never reply my sms blah blah.. den started accusing me and stuff.. that was seriously not a gd time to do so.. jus ren zhu my anger for awhile more, den i forgot how but sumthing my mum said sparked off the whole quarrel.. was like bickering with her until i cry cry cry.. talked quite loud in the car though my poor throat was sore the whole time, but was vvv fed up, so just dun care and say say say.. i go eat my noodle first...

okiee i just finished my noodles.. today seems like a quarrelsome day.. shall not say anymore ler.. anyway today was the judging of the class notice board deco.. ms kartini judged den clinton kinda introduced everything on the board to another judge.. way to go.. =)

wonder why but nowadays i feel so tired+sleepy in class leh.. but when training time comes, im like not so dead already, i mean relatively lah.. in class i really feel sooooo tired and lerthagic dat i just feel like going home straight away.. received the mid yr exams schedule today, and realized dat its SO NEAR! my chi o level orals is also coming already.. CHINESE leh! if english still not so bad, but CHINESE.... HAIIIZZZ plus the first two days of the exams i have two papers each day, two humanities on the same day.... im soooooo dead.. haii but by god's grace, he will give mi the motivation to study and ability to memorize everything.. amen amen.. well anyway back to the fact dat im so lifeless during class times.. its probably cuz of the late nights and all dat.. however, at nite, i feel dat i dun need to slp the whole nite that kinda thing.. dun feel lik sleepy at all.. just wanna sit on the chair, on music and stone away the whole nite.. thinking of my life, of things.. but eventually i end up sleepy anyway and in the morns i cant even get up.. feel so sick.. so unwell.. so tired.. like today.. my throat was sore.. very sore.. as if there's an ulcer in the throat or sumthing and my head so pain..

not in a v gd mood to update also so shall end here..

winterangel
#20

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Sunday, April 03, 2005

after letting this blog rot for like almost a month, i've finally decided to update update update!~ wheee.. i bet everyone will be happie to see that the latest entry has finally changed cuz so sianz of seeing the old one.. today was a tiring tiring tiring dae.. dare2play @ sentosa... WHEEEE.. fun fun..

my dae started out with maths tuition in the morn [booo.. bummer..] had to prepare for the coming a n e maths test on fri, coordinate geometry.[shiver shiver] lim geok lian nv even teach loh.. lousy man. she might as well sit at home and rot and just ask us to check the website and learn everything. anyway i think i more or less understand how to do that chap already, only that i needa think v long and try to reason out stuff before i can solve the question. as usual i was like yawning away lik i always do.. probably partly cuz of the wet and sleepy weather.. [hee]

anyway i rushed to suntec after tuition at 12.. when i reached there, many dare peeps were there but i just couldnt find anyone who was in overcomers. den suddenly i saw zachary [video, pilot?] and his daughter walking out of the lift. then he asked me to take care of his realli sweet looking daughter.. and i was like of cuz why not? fortunately i saw jack jack, joshua? and MICHAEL! arghh.. we waited like 1 hr in the overflow room, sian-ded but was chatting with jack jack and michael.. quite fun lah.. den gideon came.. after dat when i went to check my bus no. only i was bus 4.. the rest of my frenz all bus 5.. diaoox.. so unfair, sumore clarice was going sentosa later so i even more no companion.. so on the bus i was like sucha loner, grrr..

after reaching, we walked and walked to tanjong beach but it started to drizzle.. thank god i brought along my umbrella but my leg was like so grimy and dirty after dat.. anyway the main game we played today was amazing race.. [AGAIN! haisss how many times muz i play this in sentosa????] we were lik the last group to start setting up cuz we were slacking-ly slowly walking out of the beach.. and slowly discussing where our checkpoint would be in.. i think we spent like 1 plus hr finding the one checkpoint, cuz we walked the wrong places. i think the clue was like this is the first place visitors come, you should be able to do up the sum, it might be quite noisy so try to lok for me in the crowd... we went to the clock tower at the ferry terminal there and spent like almost an hr searching for a familier face.. then after dat then we decided to go to the visitor arrival centre.. actually that was our first guess one, but its like not noisy leh and dun haf much crowd wad.. so likt he clue dun really make sense loh.. anyway that station required us to get two strands of foreigner's hair, 3 kinds of foreign currency, and how to say "do u dare?" in a foreign language.. piangs.. very hard lehh but in the end we managed to do it.. yay..

our place was cinemania.. and had to use two bendable stuff to act out some stuff.. we had lke 1 min to discuss lah but our group so dead, in the end nv even discuss.. so when we had to start acting, den we just starting crap. used it as hula hoop, lady's shawl[dunno how to spell lah], skipping rope, den the last one i think think think den got enlightenment, used the two to make a cross, den got jonathan to stand there to pretend lik he on the cross.. =s.. haha so cute!! and coach elizabeth and val burst out into laughter haha..

the last station that we managed to get to is the merlion walk there.. one person was supposed to be blindfolded and fill a cup up to its brim with the water squirting out from the fountain there.. den nobody else wanted to volunteer so gideon volunteered.. everyone else had to direct him using words den like v funny cuz it squirts inside the cup already den the force is so much dat some water will splash out.. so its realli hard to get it to the brim.. but he very clever leh.. duno how he make make make til can leh.. in the end our group like could fill it to the most.. and got full marks for dat station.. cool~

after that was back to the beach.. water bombing games.! the p6's were each given a sheet of newspaper and the rest of us would have to protect the newspapers they were holding from getting wet from the water bombs dat the teahcers would be throwing from the sidelines.. haha.. it was likk so chaotic.. bombs flying everywhere, den some guys throwing themselves at the bombs so that it will not hit the p6's.. and the gals would just hug onto the p6's to protect them from the bombs.. actualli i sorta understnad the meaning of this game.. itz like no matter what gets thrown by the devil, we as the older ones should protect these younger vulnerable ones and not even let a single of them get injured.. yepps.. meaningful. anyway the dinner there was like 10 times beta den the food we got at sec 3 bonding camp man.. not bad dinner.. after dinner, it was WORSHIP UNDER THE STARS! very long nv do this liao.. and it was so fun and impactful.. itz lik ur so much close to heaven[weird but thats how i feel] den got the atmosphere, the sound of the waves crashing.. yeahh.. very nice..

haii i duno why but im like always the target for bullying.. kena suan-ded, hair kena pulled, keep on getting insulted by those young immature brats.. haha.. although im like so used to getting suan-ed and insulted, but today is realli like the peak loh.. nv been so bullied b4.. haha.. was so tired by the end of the day dat i just like wadeva wadeva to everything.. MICHAEL AND ALOYSIUS! ur two.... grrrr.....................

anyway clarice was soo sweet.. she bought 2 slices of cake to celebrate my bday in advance! den the caregroup sang bday song for me.. awwww.. sweeettt... was lik so gan dong-ed despite being so tired.. too bad there wasnt any lighter ard, or else can light up the candle to put on the cake liao.. =)).. looking forward yet not looking forward to bday.. not looking forward cuz history competition deadline is on my bday and we haven even started!!! arghhhh how? html drives me nuts.. esp when we gotta start from scratch.. sad lifeee.......

okiii! i needa go catch some slp! gd nite everyone.. happi edat i updated? bet u are.. -winkx-

winterangel
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