Friday, February 18, 2005
haiz haiz haiz.. so sad sia.. my tests results are realli bad.. and this is the second paper i've failed in my sec sch already.. i reallli hate this man.. i mean i spend so much time studying for it and in the end wad happens? i get realli low.. and ppl who dun have to spend as much time studying actually gets higher den me.. i feel its totally so unfair for me.. 1% talent, 99% hardwork? nahh.. i dun think so man.. i juz cant believe it lohh.. or mayb im juz lacking in that pathetic 1 percent? sighhh..!!
i noe i shouldnt be saying this but my subject teachers arent helping the sorryful state dat i'm in now.. i mean most lahh.. my chinese is known to be one of the worst and guess wad? i'm stuck with a lousy teacher who spends the class time telling us crap and rubbish.. telling us about his history and all dat.. haii.. mrs lam cant even set a chemistry paper properly in standard english.. grrr.. -screams!!- okie fine.. let me calm down awhile...
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okiee.. yesterday had the match against east view sec and it was thrashing again.. something lik our victory, 67-15? i think.. but our coaches were like totally disappointed in us cuz we didnt perform our formations and all dat well.. i guess we were somewhat off form? i dunno.. but i juz scared a lousy 2 points.. dats a HUGE contribution i gues... just glad dat i decided to juz go ahead and rush in to do a layup rather den being the usual scared me and pass it away.. yepp.. i shall strive to do beta the next match.. mayb score 3 points!!! duhhh haha..
these few days my mum and some other ppl keeps on nagging at me and all dat saying dat i always leave my work to be piled up and den in the end i stress myself at the very last minute.. and my mum keeps on reminding mi to stop doing so and all dat.. well it is true dat i let my work pile up.. cant really help it though.. everytime i complete one, i realize there's another new one dat juz came.. just totally so fed up.. and plus i've been feeling so discouraged about studying cuz my tests results arent encouraging mi or spuring mi on to greater heights.. i started the yr off with lotsa zeal and energy to study and make sure i score well.. but itz jus lik 2 months and i'm so worn out.. mostly cuz of the bball training and competitions... i've had 1 competition on mon, 1 trainign on tues, had to go moe for this course on wed, match on thurs and training today again.. tml will be a week without d.a.r.e but there's this caregroup thingy dat i guess i cant skip any longer.. feel so bad abt it lahh.. and sun serving 4th? i wonder when i can actually squeeze time in to study or complete my mountains of work!! i was telling my dad on wed, how much do i need to buy rest and sleep? and he didnt get my question.. oh wellss.. haha...
oh yah on wed i got to leave school early with val and yingz to go to moe for a course on the latest prog microsoft producer blah blah.. itz to design websites with multimedia tools.. quite interesting lah.. but i feel dat it's too boring lehh.. lik alot of things i done for u already and cant realy design the page how u want it too.. the video element is a bit useful only lahh.. mr yeow drove us there in his car and i should mention dat moe building is really incredible.. it looks so new and high tech haha.. we went to the "edutorium" where itz lik a lecture hall.. the seats all had this plug thing so u can attach ur notebook charger to it.. oki i noe it's probably v common but i was intrigue by it cuz i found it so cool!! if only schools use notebooks for lessons... so anyway we were playing around with his labtop and had to make "practise webbie" so we put mr yeow's funny funny pictures in and all dat.. had fun lah.. though a little boring.. i dun think i'll use that program to do up the history trail introduction part.. i might use macromedia flash.. MIGHT only...
anyway i got home and went out soon again to bedok stadium.. my bro and dad was like gona compete 100m sprint.. and t hey conveniently dragged me into this guy's-egoistic-business thing.. my dad had a cramp so i could win him by a little.. and my bro.. far in front.. dats surprising isnt it.. considering his size!! haha.. went 85 to eat den got home and dat was the time dat i had to complete loads of work...ended up sleeping really late..
right now im juz thinking how i can motivate myself to start hitting my books.. this term is already halfway through and im lik so not motivated.. how am i gona take my ca.. i'll pray about it and ask god to give mi the confidence and strength to pia my studies from now on baz..
winterangel
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get your heels on
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