Your Favourite Name is Father

Almighty God, Lord of all creation
Ancient of Days, The Holy One
So many names, you've given us to call You
But one remains, Your favourite name.

Chorus:
Your favourite name is Father,
You love to hear Your children calling.
Your there to catch us, when we're falling,
Your favourite name is Father.

Eternal King, Alpha and Omega
Jehovah God, The Mighty One.
So many names, you've given us to call you
But one remains, Your favourite name.

Bridge:
Abba Father,
Holy is Your name.
Abba Father,
Holy is Your name.

today's message in my opinion is really good.. i dunno why but i felt so gd going to church today and getting to hear the msg twice.. so dat the msg could soak rite into the very core of my little heart.. hehe.. indeed, He is many many different names, but the one he wans us to call him is abba.. the most intimate way dat u could address ur daddy.. ur god.. He feels great when u call out abba, he'll just embrace you and put u on his lap.. He was willing to crush his very BELOVED son just becuz of his great love for his.. which makes us more more more beloved.. i'll never let the devil take the title beloved away from my name ever.. i'm always his beloved... Abba....
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yesterday at dare, praise and worship was realli realli long.. cuz deacon daniel had the anointing and flow to minister to ppl who had lost things.. he said that no matter wad u've lost, whether its the sight of ur future, time, or even material things.. God will restore 100 times more than wad u've lost.. and restoration is coming.. like straight away in the very corner dat i was squatting in during service i started to cry and cry and cry.. just couldnt help it.. den lao da ask those ppl to go forward for prayer.. den i didnt realli wanna go, later i slain le den nobody switch the matrix.. =p.. but anyway God proved to me dat even if i didnt go up, he can minister to me right where i was... i remember dat time when i first got slained during church camp, this heat came upon my face and body.. the same feeling came upon me rite where i was squatting.. the heat was just growing and growing.. and i juz cried and cried.. and i really believed dat restoration was coming my way!!! amen....

realli pray dat tml's ss test will go smoothly for me.. that i'm able to answer the questions well and all the points would be there.. dunno how else to study for it already.. and also for the a maths test coming on tues.. my e maths results was disappointing and scary but it doesnt matter.. my a maths test will be much much much beta.. cuz god will be there to guide and teach me.. yay!!! okie i go slp already... tml still have bball match.. =S nite nite...

winterangel
#16

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haii today de match i score nada points.. sad isnt it... anyway quite used to it liao.. didnt play much lah and when i did.. i didnt play well.. so.. actually today felt so slack cuz only stayed for a few lessons nia..and plus skipped chem test.. whee~~ but tml muz take.. at least get to postpone one day also gd lah... now i think i cha bu duo finish studying for it liao..

today in chi class mi yingz tianz gs was playing dai dee.. with the real cards.. den play till v shuang.. and den teacher lik asked us dun play lahh unless his lessons really v boring and wu liao.. but he doesnt think it is.. so in the end we dun play the cards liao.. took out the "small cards" [they used cardboard to cut out rectangular strips den wrote in the number and pattern] so used that as substitude to play dai dee.. lidat no one will suspect we playing cards.. they clever rite?! haha.. so fun.. at the last part of his lesson, we decided to hurry up finish one more game, so we play till vv fast and v ji dong esp me.. heh.. so farny and we kept laughing and laughing all the way haha..

i think i already more or less decided on the phone model i wanna get already.. when my dad comes back from argentina den can straight away go buy liao.. either sony ericsson k500i or k508i.. dey look almost the same.. but k508i like newer model so see whether can get loh.. i love the camera at the back so cute cuz can cover one.. heh..

today nothing much to update.. signing off... tata..

winterangel
#15

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grrr... the devil is lik so having "fun" with me now huh.. throwing bad things at me one after another.. im sure yesterday's entry has made it quite clear dat i've not been in the best of moods lately.. this morning while on the way to tuition.. i almost cried out cuz was reminded of the maths test den thought of the 2 hours which i had to spend on tuition again and i juz felt so sian.. when i got out of the car and into the lift, one nottie tear just rolled down.. argh.. i was lik the only person who went tuition just now and so all his attention was practically focused on me.. great just wad i needed.. poof... i was so blur today and while he was explaining to me, i jus drifted off a little? just a little.. haii...

after tuition, went bedok to meet up with the caregroup.. there was this inter district caregroup games at east coast park.. so we met up, ate a little den made our way there.. for once i thought dat everything is turning out to be good, and i felt quite relaxed while playing the games there.. little did i noe dat after the games, when i went to look for my bag which was supposedly to be under the tree, it was gone.. and so was kai yan's one.. i went around the whole field searching for the bag but to no avail.. told kai yan.. she was at a lost too and told the other leaders.. after much much much much searching.. the bags were still unable to be found.. and so, i just left that dreaded place sadly.. however so many d.a.r.e ppl came over to encourage me and comfort me dat i didnt feel so sad n didnt have any urge to cry or whatsoever.. i juz held a smile on my face, it wasnt too fake after all.. went to macs to eat dinner den later on met my mum at marine bowl.. that was when all the action began...

she started scolding me saying dat i shouldnt have left my bag unattended, shouldnt have brought so many things, blah blah.. should haf been more responsible, leaders should be responsible blah blah.. and i was lik trying desperately to explain time and time again.. everyone left their bags together in one pile.. we were playing GAMES and thus would not carry our belongings with us rite.. moreover, there were leaders there who werent realli playing and just sitting around.. they didnt see any suspicious ppl or anything.. and my bag was one of the first to be put down, so it should be covered by at least one bag? i dunno lahh.. so anyway she continued scolding and accusing me, saying how irresponsible and i should have this should have that.. den i got SOOO fed up and like said dat YA SO I SHOULDNT EVA GO FOR CAREGROUPS ANY MORE IZIT? NEXT TIME I GO OUT DUN BRING WALLET AND HP IZIT? cuz she said dat everytime i go out with caregroup den sumthing lidat happens.. den she ask mi why i bring so many valuables along.. goshhh.. i couldnt take it anymore.. and was crying crying sobbing all the way home.. finally when i was in my room, i just let out 2 sentences.. U THINK I WANTED FOR THIS TO HAPPEN? THOSE THINGS WERE MINE AND IT WAS IMPORTANT TO ME TOO, NOT ONLY TO U.. oki b4 i carry on, i shall mention wad things were exactly in my bag..
wallet[with ezlink card and resident pass], handphone[sobx the one dat makes mi the saddest, all contacts are now reduced to 0], bunch of keys[house key, secret cupboard key and shoe locker key..], pencil case[hais my new beautiful op pencil case with my new bought orange pen and my school individual photos], pink mirror[bought it from taiwan and was my fav], handsfree set, lime magazine.. the rest i cannot remember liao.. and dun intend to.. so to continue, i was lik crying on my bed and thinking of my loss.. and den i SUDDENly thought about the tsunami victims, just suddenly.. cuz i remembered dat they practically lost their entire homes, families, livelihood and their hopes.. and i came to think dat i'm not dat bad after all.. itz just a bag.. i'm sure god will restore me double... yeahh...

actually the sad thing to me is my phone lah.. and also cuz of my mum.. she kept on scolding mi and all dat and dat realli made mi feel 10000 times worse den b4.. not to mention all the sadness of yesterday's events.. if she didnt keep on scolding me with all those negative stuff and hurting things, i guess i wouldnt be so sad lah,.. at macs she came awhile to tell mi to meet her at marine bowl and i was with frenz.. so i jokingly said, mum i no phone liao but u said recently u would change my phone so tml we go buy k? den she just said u dream on ah.. and walked off.. straight in my face.. duhhh that sux okie...

hai.. now my eyes are red red one.. cuz i juz now play captain ball in the sun den quite tired so eyes red and plus the heavy crying done in a single nite.. quite incredible huh.. yepp i guess so..

tml serving 4th service, i noe its for god and all dat.. but sumhow rite at this moment, i got the kinda feeling dat i dun wanna do anything but stay home locked in my room.. sighhs.. i hope i'll feel different tml.. i relaly hope.. gd nite everybody.. i dislike 20th feb 2005.. but i believe my restoration is coming and is really near.. amen!!

winterangel
#!4

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haiz haiz haiz.. so sad sia.. my tests results are realli bad.. and this is the second paper i've failed in my sec sch already.. i reallli hate this man.. i mean i spend so much time studying for it and in the end wad happens? i get realli low.. and ppl who dun have to spend as much time studying actually gets higher den me.. i feel its totally so unfair for me.. 1% talent, 99% hardwork? nahh.. i dun think so man.. i juz cant believe it lohh.. or mayb im juz lacking in that pathetic 1 percent? sighhh..!!
i noe i shouldnt be saying this but my subject teachers arent helping the sorryful state dat i'm in now.. i mean most lahh.. my chinese is known to be one of the worst and guess wad? i'm stuck with a lousy teacher who spends the class time telling us crap and rubbish.. telling us about his history and all dat.. haii.. mrs lam cant even set a chemistry paper properly in standard english.. grrr.. -screams!!- okie fine.. let me calm down awhile...
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okiee.. yesterday had the match against east view sec and it was thrashing again.. something lik our victory, 67-15? i think.. but our coaches were like totally disappointed in us cuz we didnt perform our formations and all dat well.. i guess we were somewhat off form? i dunno.. but i juz scared a lousy 2 points.. dats a HUGE contribution i gues... just glad dat i decided to juz go ahead and rush in to do a layup rather den being the usual scared me and pass it away.. yepp.. i shall strive to do beta the next match.. mayb score 3 points!!! duhhh haha..

these few days my mum and some other ppl keeps on nagging at me and all dat saying dat i always leave my work to be piled up and den in the end i stress myself at the very last minute.. and my mum keeps on reminding mi to stop doing so and all dat.. well it is true dat i let my work pile up.. cant really help it though.. everytime i complete one, i realize there's another new one dat juz came.. just totally so fed up.. and plus i've been feeling so discouraged about studying cuz my tests results arent encouraging mi or spuring mi on to greater heights.. i started the yr off with lotsa zeal and energy to study and make sure i score well.. but itz jus lik 2 months and i'm so worn out.. mostly cuz of the bball training and competitions... i've had 1 competition on mon, 1 trainign on tues, had to go moe for this course on wed, match on thurs and training today again.. tml will be a week without d.a.r.e but there's this caregroup thingy dat i guess i cant skip any longer.. feel so bad abt it lahh.. and sun serving 4th? i wonder when i can actually squeeze time in to study or complete my mountains of work!! i was telling my dad on wed, how much do i need to buy rest and sleep? and he didnt get my question.. oh wellss.. haha...

oh yah on wed i got to leave school early with val and yingz to go to moe for a course on the latest prog microsoft producer blah blah.. itz to design websites with multimedia tools.. quite interesting lah.. but i feel dat it's too boring lehh.. lik alot of things i done for u already and cant realy design the page how u want it too.. the video element is a bit useful only lahh.. mr yeow drove us there in his car and i should mention dat moe building is really incredible.. it looks so new and high tech haha.. we went to the "edutorium" where itz lik a lecture hall.. the seats all had this plug thing so u can attach ur notebook charger to it.. oki i noe it's probably v common but i was intrigue by it cuz i found it so cool!! if only schools use notebooks for lessons... so anyway we were playing around with his labtop and had to make "practise webbie" so we put mr yeow's funny funny pictures in and all dat.. had fun lah.. though a little boring.. i dun think i'll use that program to do up the history trail introduction part.. i might use macromedia flash.. MIGHT only...
anyway i got home and went out soon again to bedok stadium.. my bro and dad was like gona compete 100m sprint.. and t hey conveniently dragged me into this guy's-egoistic-business thing.. my dad had a cramp so i could win him by a little.. and my bro.. far in front.. dats surprising isnt it.. considering his size!! haha.. went 85 to eat den got home and dat was the time dat i had to complete loads of work...ended up sleeping really late..

right now im juz thinking how i can motivate myself to start hitting my books.. this term is already halfway through and im lik so not motivated.. how am i gona take my ca.. i'll pray about it and ask god to give mi the confidence and strength to pia my studies from now on baz..

winterangel
#13

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from left to right: me, my bro, my uncle, my cousin..we're actually very crammed in that corner but it doesnt really show on our faces.. 

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it looks as if its do re mi fa rite? but guess wad i'm catching up with my mum!! we're looking reali sweet and happi ya? 

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his collection for the day.. he is looking sooo happy.. dats cuz he had a gd combination and got more than me!!  

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haha.. my 5 100 rm notes.. god's grace upon me this cny.. happy and satisfied... 

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my bro stressing over the ang baos to choose.. feeling and touching to guess how much is inside.. me? jus sitting there admiring how stress he is.. haha.. 

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okay i noe itz been realli long since i updated.. very lazy so plz DUN blame me.. anyway zonals have started and i'm juz a little less den normal excited about this whole thing.. i guess it's cuz the feeling of team is no longer in me anymore i realli miss c div'04.. just cant get to fit into this current team.. actualli since sec sch i cant seem to fit into anywhere.. i wonder why.. i think i kinda contained myself up after pri sch.. used to be so bubbly, alive, cheerful, talkative, blah blah.. but now.. i just build a wall around myself, trying to seclude myself.. sumtimes i really hate what i'm doing..

anyway i shall update on my malaysia cny trip..

1st day (8th feb): was supposed to have a half day sch programme but i kinda just skipped it and left for malaysia.. we left quite late, lik mayb 10+? i think i could have just went to sch heh.. on the way during the drive, mi and my bro decided to play our game boy.. and guess which MATURE game? POKEMON!! haha.. anyway we started from scratch again and began playing.. like i would play awhile den him and all dat.. so practically the whole drive i was preoccupied with the gameboy.. also, was listening to ncc's cd "you gave" and hillsong "for all you've done" the whole way.. and drove my bro nuts nuts nuts cuz he was sick and tired of having to listen it over and over again.. heh!! after we reached, we rested awhile in our apartment, changed the bed sheets blah blah den went on to my grand father's house... okie like i've said, i dun seem to be able to fit in anywhere, so at the house my bro talked with my uncle and cousin and all dat while i? just sat on the sofa and dream.. the food dat night was i should say a disaster for me cuz everything was lik meat meat and MORE meat.. and i so totally do not like to eat so much meat.. i rather some easier-to-chew stuff and nice-to-eat stuff.. it was jus driving me nutss! in the end i settled for the mushroom and toufu with rice..

2nd day(9th feb): was last to wake up in the morning as usual.. got tugged at and pulled by my bro and father, trying desperately to pull me out from the bed.. anyway eventually and surely i got up and got ready to go bai nian.. just wore a normal red t with jeans.. felt that it was kinda casual but my closet is not exactly well off.. before we set off to bai nian, my dad did the yearly tradition thingy of giving us ang baos.. but he always gives us lots of choices and we suppose to choose one.. of cuz we wouldnt noe how much there was in each ang bao cuz that would spoil all the fun.. for the past few yrs i've always touched every ang bao, tried to feel how much notes were inside btu always ended up with the least amount of money inside while my bro who also does the same as me always gets the most.. well.. this yr i decided to break my habit and just set my eyes on the first ang bao dat catches my attention.. my bro got to choose it first, he spent lik 10 mins choosing? while he was doing so, i just stared at the ang baos laid on the table, and saw one ang bao packet dat was different from the rest.. and i decided on that but i gotta wait for him to choose first.. it turned out dat his one contained some notes but with a letter dat says he could choose another ang bao to add on.. and mine, 500 RM came out.. i was lik thank god.. although its $250 after converting, but i was glad to see a 5 in there.. its like, god's grace is in the ang bao.. he wans mi to see and choose his grace.. heh.. in the end my bro had more den me in total.. but i was satisfied.. veri satisfied.. normally i would get way below wad he gets, but thank god this yr, i've got a satisfactory amount.. the food at my grandfather's house that morning/afternoon was sooo much beta den the nite before.. there was lik so nice toufu, sea cucumber, fish maw, chicken rice, potato salad!, and many more amelia-friendly-chewable food.. so i kept on downing all the foodd.. heh.. did the usuals of wishing my relatives, collecting the ang baos, not dat i'm still soo excited over it but it was fun..
after leaving the house, went to uncle george's house.. okie i gotta tell u that its located at this estate with lotsa landed dat u can juz buy the land and build any kind of house u wan.. so every house had their own special design.. and guess wad? they were SOOOOOO big u noe.. and looked lik castles to me.. itz just hard to explain using words cuz i duno how to describe everything also.. uncle george's house was basically shaped lik a rectangle with a square hole in the centre of the house... oki i think its a reali bad description.. but anyway its a 2 storey house.. and guess wad? their master room's CLOSET + TOILET is lik the size of my room + my bro's room and a little more.. i mean its really huge.. and dats jus the walk in closet.. they have a gym.. and the daughter has 2 rooms to choose from .. one is a rather cute kinda layout and the other one is the more mature kinda layout.. cool..
in the evening went to watch the imax theatre at times square, which is also where i was staying.. it claims to have the biggest imax screen in southeast asia so wanted to check it out.. watched t-rex.. hmmx.. itz really amazing how it works.. i've been to singapore's omnimax but there, the screen is 5 storeys high and juz gotta wear that really big specs den the image becomes 3d.. itz juz so fun dat i think now if i were to watch a normal movie, i would kinda feel bored.. haha..

3rd day(10th feb):woke up late again den went uncle joe lim's house to bai nian.. stayed there for quite long, watched shark tale's with the kids and my bro and my uncle at that place.. ate some steamboat stuff.. dats about it.. went back and watched imax again.. polar express.. and its reali great on the imax.. cuz the snow looks lik its falling on ur lap.. vvv nice.. in evening, my mum's frenz came and we played rummikub.. and played some money.. so earned some easy bucks in the midst of it.. my mum didnt object cuz itz a mind game and all dat so it doesnt matter playing a little money since its juz lik 3 RM lidat.. yepps..

4th day(11th feb): woke up and made our way back to singapore.. played pokemon again hehhh.. and drove my bro crazy again by playing the cds again.. and the worst thing is dat his mp3 player no more batt so he couldnt lik plug his ears with the headphones haha.. poor guy..

when got back, went to janet's hosue for bbq with vid ppl.. where some of the lamest ppl are.. -lamed-.. right after dat, went to xiao tian's hosue for another bbq with 2g'04 peeps.. just chilled out and hanged around on her FISH FARM.. we played dai dee and some played blackjack and gambled? well card games i dun gamble or wad.. so juz played dai dee for fun..

nxt day went to aunt steph's house for a meal with all my mum's caregroup ppl.. i played xbox with marcus they all i had my share of squealing and screaming when i kept on dying.. haha.. went for d.a.r.e.. msg was more or less like main service, like dun listen to bad reports and all dat lohs.. did camera for the last 15 mins? cuz jer liang was worn out... could see it in his realli red eyes man..

today's zonals started with a blast.. we had a thrashing game of 63-10.. i mean actually my team mates.. but not really me.. unless u consider a player who actually contributes just 1 point a thrasher.. but wells happie for my team though.. how would u feel if someone the same sex as u keeps on looking at u? lets ponder over that and leave that hanging till the nxt time i update.. cyaz.. happie valentine's day everyone..

winterangel
#13

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today woke up early early in the morning to watch softball match at geylang methodist sch.. actualli was meeting nana at aljunied mrt at 9.30.. but when i called her at 9 she jus woke up so i went with my mum to tua kong to eat.. in the end i reached aljunied later den nana.. =x but i was so kind to buy for her curry puffs to munch while watching heh heh..
when we reached there it was the third inning already.. mi and nana was wearing BLACK and sitting in the hot sun.. den nana kept on complaining about the heat and about how black she's becoming by the minute.. yammering away.. yammer yammer yammer.. tsktsk.. sat nxt to ms zarinah.. den nana keep on telling her, " ur student leh this one..".. nana doenst noe dat its ms zarinah's pleasure to have me as her student.. hehe!! anyway at first kt hit a realli gd gd gd ball.. den flew far far.. he ran past all the 3 bases den just as he slide onto the home base, the person caught the ball and he was striked out.. and i think he sprained his wrist.. den i think he teared or sumthing.. poor guy.. i shall not say more about the game, juz dat i didnt think that everyone was in their best form today.. not saying dat their performance was bad but just wasnt the best.. wish them all the best for the east zones.. yepps..
during their game, mi and nana borrowed the gloves and ball and started passing.. den nana "thundered" the ball here and there.. the geyland methodist softball girls were down there passing too.. den at the end they ask us we how old.. nana told them sec 3 but dun worry we not in softball.. we're bballers.. wa... so zai rite.. after the game, we went bball court borrowed ball from the ppl there and started shooting.. we chop chop chop.. so SHUANG sia.. hehe..
i was supposed to go caregroup today but was so tired dat i juz collapsed on my bed and slept from 3.30 to 7 hehe.. sorry ah overcomers.. i v slack lehh.. pai sehx.. basically thats all for today..

oh yah last of all, this is dedicated to nana.. just now was smsing her this..
amelia punches and amelia hits
amelia beats nana until she's in fits
victory to amelia the queen
she rox your sox
oh yeah man.. hehe..
amelia rox!=pPp

winterangel
#12

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been terribly busy lately so couldnt find the time to update at all.. apologies!! u noe on sat, me yingz val went for the singapore history trail with two other groups of ahs ppl.. at first we were like discussing what to wear and all dat and we decided on white caps and val would wear this bandana.. when we reached there, we kept on adjusting the caps, bandanas, taking pics and all that wasnt important at all.. haha.. we like heck care-ed about the speeches and all that.. but when it started, we chionnggggg all the way to every station.. lik we practically ran to all the stations loh.. i had to carry the video cam + sometimes my bag dat contained all the water bottles blah blah.. we kinda rotated the bag between ourselves but i felt it was such a BURDEN carrying it to run.. plus i had to "protecT" my vid cam.. i think there were lik 12 stations in all.. 12 questions.. we held on until the last one.. every of our answers were correct and we were realli fast.. den when we answered the last one.. it turned out to be WRONG!!! arghhhh dat cost us everything loh.. in the end we couldnt get any prize AT ALL.. the other group from ahs managed to get a consolation prize and realli congrats to them.. BUT if only we had gotten the last question correct, we might have just been able to get it too.!!! cuz we were faster den the other ahs group.. grrrr... nvm lah nvm lah.. the nxt part of the competition is the making of the web.. mus do our best in it..
well at least i feel comforted cuz we all got a GOODIE bag from the competition.. heh heh.. there's this realli huge m1 book dat is blank.. so can make a scrap book.. den there was vouchers.. drinks.. post its.. not bad.. at least i didnt go round singapore river for nothing..
sunday was ruth's bday!!! err.. mayb itz too late but HAPPIE BELATED BDAY? hehe..!! yepps.. went wif vid min ppl to SOMEWHERE in chinatown.. i have no idea where dat is but its sumwhere there.. the food was not bad.. lik wad val said, it looked lik malaysia haha.. i lik the hor fun lots.. and roger was so sweet cuz he helped me take food.. yay thankie~
mon was lit test.. despite asking around about wad my lit poem means, i still went to school with a big question mark.. thank god the poem dat came out in the test was the easiest to interpret.. realli thank god.. cuz if the test came out the one on "pet panther" i seriously think i can just hand up a blank paper and fail it straight.. heh heh.. after sch went for maths tuition to make up for my wed lesson last week.. logs logs logs logs logs logs logs.. the whole 3 hrs i was doing LOGS!!!! it drove me nuts nuts nuts!!
tues had training as usual but got released earlier cuz some ppl had 2 tests the nxt day and had to go home earlier to study..
today had chem test.. last nite i was sooo tired actually dat i almost wanted to give up studying and just sit for the test.. buden did a little den i lied on my table and closed my eyes.. after i opened it again, 1 hr had past.. int he end i succumbed to my sleepiness.. attempted to wake up at 5.30 to study but guess wad? of cuz i couldnt lah.. went to sch and used chi period to finish up the last minute studying.. in the end the test didnt have all those dat i studied for... booo.. and the teacher who set dat paper has really bad grammer and spelling.. haii..
yepp dats allf or today.. anyone in 3a gona do the zhuo wen??? i dun feel lik passing up lehh!! hehe.. nite everyone..

winterangel
#11

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