Saturday, January 15, 2005
my dad just had a little talk with me... just suddenly he came into the computer room and sat on the bed and started talking... i can just remember a little about what he said but not all cuz he said really alot of things... he kinda said that from p6 dat yr till now i've been realli enjoying myself and not many people can haf this kind of luxurious life style such as mine.. he said he envied me and wished that he could be the same like me... but from now till i'm 21 yrs old, i should stop myself at during certain milestones and reflect about what i've done in my life and what i'm supposed to do... for example: have i given my fullest in whatever i've done?, have i studied to the best of my abilities?, am i pursuing my interests to the max?, do i play hard when i'm supposed to... have i done what i wan to do?... these actually reflects wad i've done and what i've yet to do... he said that he and my mum have been supporting my interests from young though i keep on changing my interests but he said that this was my process in growing up so they try to give me the best in whatever i wanted to do... but he wans me to know that in 10 yrs down the road, i may be married or wanting to start a family already.. that means dat there's only 10 more "free" yrs and 10 more yrs to lead my this kinda lifestyle... he said dat my every second and minute is always spent to the fullest as i'm always always always busy doing sumthing.. always occupied with some work... so my growing years is going to be spent vvvv quickly.. thats why he wans mi to reflect on myself every few months..
itz v meaningful.. its like a wake up call?? i'm already 15... i haf to learn to pursue my own dreams, work hard for my future and not just always rely and them for everything.. if i lik sumthing, i gotta go learn about that thing myself... not always run to them and ask them about this and dat...
he told me that my bro has wasted much time during his growing up years doing things dat are totally no useful.. like playing this and that.. and he just used the balance time to study... he didnt learn anything else and all dat.. so his gotta pay for it along the way eventually... i dun wanna be like him.. i wanna have aims, goals, dreams... id un wanna waste my youth away doing things dat are useless...
winterangel
#8
get your heels on
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