i've changed my blog to ixoxoyou.livejournal.com so i wun be blogging here anymore! =)

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haha has it really been THAT long since i've updated? prelims have come and gone, now its results time. its not that its something to be really happy about since the collection of results are more traumatizing. i was sleeping in the afternoon and i kept on thinking bout the results i collected today and felt so... wasted cause actually i could have done well but a little mistake and i dropped a grade. especially disappointed in my a math cause i was supposed to get a 1! go for so much tuition for wad? spend time doing math for wad? haii. and my ss... practice so much and i did well for source based only. essay was a total disaster, bet ms teo had such an easy time marking mine. 3 out of 13? i might as well dun do that question!

but for my hcl and chem im satisfied. grins. though hcl is just a 4 but i passed!! so can minus 2 points, i'm more than glad =))

hady won the singapore idol! haha well i'm not exactly a fanatic supporter of either one of them, but whoever wins is fine with me. i just think that both of them are better than taufik. =x *u give me wings*

i have this urge to start studying again. so worried for o levels. shall start doing papers next week. notice i said next week cuz this week i'm still on relax mode. =x

still suffering from sun burn on my shoulders, so pain when i lift my arms or what. =( everyone put sunblock whenever gg to sentosa. i'm gona look for some entertainment now. later.

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If tomorrow never comes - Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

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today's weather is so cooling and refreshing. i wish this would be the weather everyday, just for this two weeks. although it makes ppl feel sleepy but it has a different kind of effect on me. i don't feel so irritated and hot and i can study better in this wonderful cooling weather. whee.

didnt go for the whatever event the school was having today at tampines because i needed sleep more than a guiness world record. heard that some crawling was involved, and making me get up so early just to get crawling is not the way i would wana spend this nice day. laying back watching some full house and doing test papers is the kinda way man. i really want everyday to be like this till prelims, i feel lazy to even step out of the house for dinner. but sadly, tmr i've to get out of bed early for the compo exam. arghh. mayb i'll read the dictionary later on tonight. haha like that is going to help. =x

let's see what i should blog about today. nothing much happened today at home because basically it was the double s thing. study and slack. so i shall talk about how much i want an imac computer or at least an editing program which works on my com. my mum wants me to edit more videos before she'll consider changing the com to an imac but there's no point because my basic editing program can only do the basic things like zooming in and out and just putting in transitions. but what i really wanna do are videos which are more interesting with more fanciful effects and all. the one i did for my dad's birthday was like the very basic and looking at the video again i realise how boring it is. but since it was for my dad then mayb the basic kind is suitable since he wouldnt be able to appreciate fast cuts and all that stuff. but for my bro's birthday i had some good ideas which couldnt be done on the program, argh. i actually dreamt of how the video should look like, with a little humour inside it but... it just couldnt be done. how frustrating. i wouldnt wanna make another boring basic video with just pictures zooming in and out. i wanna make something more spectacular, one that would make me go wow! haha. so for the mean time, i'll just keep thinking of fresh ideas and wait till a better editing program comes my way. =x i would really post the video i made for my dad's birthday if not for the fact that the video contained some parts with me doing embarrassing stuff. something which i wasnt too proud of so it shall remain only under the viewing of my dad's friends and close relatives haha.

later.

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full house is so nice to watch! squeals. haha. i know its a bit lag but i happened to scroll to channel 56 while that show was on and i got hooked onto it and started watching it on youtube. kinda spent most of the time today watching. their sweet but after watching until disc 19 i start to feel quite sian of it. i think i shall finish that serial after prelims, i mean, if i can actually help it. =X

much of my mind is occupied with thurs compo papers. i dun have much mood to pen down stories or anything, i wonder how i'm gona do it on thurs. i just pray that all those nice vocabulary just pops up in my mind, and hope that i wouldnt make any grammer errors. my higher chi shld be quite hard to score so i guess i'll just have to rely on my eng as language.

i feel quite accomplished for studying 2 chaps of history today, haha. not that i totally memorised all the contents but i kinda got the points in my head. but i'll probably forget them as the exam draws nearer so i gotta revise AGAIN! argh. what a bother. february october revolutions, bolsheviks, lenin, stalin..... blah blah blah yada yada yada. just wanna hurry get over the prelims. =/

later.

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its two weeks on the countdown to prelims.

well... what can i say? there's not much time left and i'm still unable to quit the youtube addiction. =( why aren't i getting in the mood to pia? today's ss results was disheartening because its so near the exams and i'm still scoring way below an a. my ss was supposed to pull my literature marks up but unfortunately its the other way around. i really wanna give up my elective but it wouldnt look nice on the result slip right? i wonder why i always screw up one of the two subs. so irritating. =x

i like 183 club songs!! ok, i heard many boos.. haha

today was our last proper lesson day in school, the end of our 4 years, or so i heard. i wonder if it's true but i think it is. come to think of it, our days in anglican are really numbered. some might feel relieved to go, some may be elated but all i can say is that i've kinda grown used to this environment. still, nothing beats sec 2 life but i think that upper sec life would be better than jc life. i dun really know what to expect though. the thing i'll miss a lot are the basketball matches that we played in our school, the trainings, the friendly matches, the victories and the defeats. that court held our laughters and our sorrows, our disappointments i'll kinda nv forget. but even through the disappointments we found comfort because we had each other and we were still the eventual winners. i really wanna play some more matches before we leave but.. even if we do, i doubt we'll be able to grasp the feeling we had in the past. =( we played for a common goal, we trained for a common victory, but if we were to play once again, what would be our goal? boo.

reflections reflections. i blog as if i'm so old already. =S i'm NOT! anyway today i was feeling so tired that i slept when i got home and woke up only at 8. my dinner wasnt very delightful- porridge with fish, egg and veg. scrumptious aye? my mum is sick so.. that explains my wonderful dinner but i wasnt very hungry anyway so its okay i guess.

tmr the 4a-ers are gg to justin's house for tennis, swimming and etc. you might call it destressing or just plainly slacking. at least there's a reason to go out and get some exercise but me and chew peng has already promised ourselves that we will go home STRAIGHT after tennis and study. no going to the mall to loiter or... play arcade =x we must be disciplined! fighting! haha.

alrighty, its time to study.

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oh gosh, i just read cheng's blog and watched our digital story again... needless to say, it still has the same eye tearing effect on me again. i still remember that time during the 50th anniversary concert, i think juliana was playing the guitar and the rest of her old classmates starting singing thats what friends are for and i was totally trying very hard not to let the tear drop. from the start of the song till the end i was tring to look away and not get so emotional over it. i mean after all that was one of the songs in our digital story. well it might not have the same effect on everyone else but alot ran through my mind before i picked that song to be in the video so it means alot to me.

tightened braces today. >.<>

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who says i dun update my blog? i do! and im doing so now. my blog is NOT rotting!

this week has been uh rather slack i guess. mon was normal sch as usual with ss as the common test and i think i played a little ball w juniors and frenx which was quite a weird feeling cuz i've not been touching the ball. it feels like a stranger to me now, bahhh. tues was the 2.4 and i've nv felt so cold while running before, practically shivering due to the nervousness and the breeze that i got by the seaside. brr. its a wonder how i even got through all that but i'm sure glad its over. =) finished 2nd again and i feel im cursed. =( every year i'd be soo close to 1st but nv get it. argh oh wells, be contented with wad u have, at least it's better den someone who got 5th! =P.

yesterday i went out to watch click with my bro and we sat the couple seat. first time sitting couple seat but there's nothing special bout it though. the show was er, horny and rather touching. its hard to imagine how such a horny show can be so touching but ya it is, my tears couldnt help but drip. ='( oh yah i found out that my one feet is wider than the other cuz only my right feet got blisters but my left feet didnt, its weird and PAIN. stupid heels, but i still like it. hee. i went to the face shop to get eye liner but blur me ended up with a lip liner instead. the packaging was the same!! but i didnt read the prints, i was just concentrating on getting the colour i wanted. argh. so 7.90 is wasted since i dun like to use lip liner, i think i wanna give it to my mum =x. as we were walking, this guy wanted to give me a brochure, normally i would have considered taking it but i looked closely at the brochure, it was on credit cards so i looked up to him trying to hint that i'm not up to age yet. then he opened his mouth and said, miss would u like to consider a credit card? ..... he is so mean, i dun look that old ok, and i really want a credit card but i cant! ah get away man.



ok so for today, i'll be guai and go math tuition. signing off.

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no tennis for me today =( im gona have to catch up on some work, been watching too much of youtube lately. just addicted to it, since there're sooo many programs to watch on youtube its like never ending! but now i guess i gotta reduce it if not i'll really go crazy hehe.

2.4km run is coming up, haven train cuz too lazy! i think this yr's route is a little different from the previous years, before i run i really must pray and pray to make it! i keep having nightmares about being too breathless and faint halfway during the run cuz its really a long time since i really ran 2.4 leh. =(

i'm pleased with my chem and history results. whee. =)

argh i really duno wad to update. i'll go study then, cya

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SOME RANDOM SHOTS...

so we think we really CAN dance!!




look at kangli behind. and half of yanlin. we're so spas.

nice try sek, u missed ur face by FAR.. haha.. see im concentrating on lessons ok!!

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